Wednesday, December 21, 2016

Hate

Sometimes I think of you.
And I hate myself for it.
Because I know that I shouldn't. 
But I can't stop.
Because I know I should despise you.
But I don't.

You made it so easy for me to hate you.
But why can't I seem to?
Why can't I hate you like others do?

Maybe hating you would've been easier, 
If you never told me how hurt you've been.
Maybe hating you would've been easier, 
If I never saw how sad you were.
Maybe hating you would've been easier,
If I never heard you cry.
Maybe hating you would've been easier, 
If I only saw your hateful side. 
Maybe hating you would've been easier,
If you never made me feel loved...

The only thing I hate,
is that I can't hate you.

Love,
Jasmine Win