Tuesday, October 28, 2014

The Way Things Used To Be

I'm not sure if I miss you
Or just the way things used to be
While I constantly seek change
I miss famil-iar-ity

I miss the sweet things that you said
And the way you called my name
I miss your presence by my side
Wish things could still be the same

I miss how warm you always felt
Against my strange, chilly skin
I miss the way our fingers locked
Wish we could begin again

I miss all the times that we spent
In each other’s company
Still, I’m not sure if I miss you
Or miss how things used to be

I miss the warmth of your embrace
The snug feeling in your arms
I miss the way you made me feel
And your slightly awkward charm

I miss how genuine you are
How you poured to me your heart
I miss our deep conversations
Sometimes wish we could restart

I miss how you believed in me
When I started to have doubts
I miss how you smiled at me and
How you never left me out

So while I always crave change
I yearn famil-iar-ity
I can't quite get over yet
All the nostalgic memories

I am not sure if I miss you
Or miss the way things used to be...


Love,
Jasmine Win

Monday, October 20, 2014

Strangers Once Again

We met one chilly night last fall
When all the leaves were turning brown
You asked my name and I asked yours
Then we danced to the festive sounds

We both agreed to meet again
When it was time for us to part
Fluttered with anticipation
Excitement poured into my heart

As the leaves turned red and yellow
We became more than simply friends
Feelings started to develop
And the question arose, “What then?”

When the leaves all fell to the ground
And the snowflakes started to fall
Distance placed a wedge between us
And my feelings started to stall

I started doubting how I felt
As winter ended and spring came
And started to wonder whether
Or not, I ever felt the flame

The flowers bloomed and soon wilted
As the summer sun scorched the ground
My feelings were still wavering
The burning flame was not yet found

As summer holidays arrived
Distance again pulled us apart
While spending time away alone
My head battled against my heart

When summer holidays ended
We were united yet once more
But this time I felt different
No longer like I felt before

So I confessed to how I felt
As the summer drew to an end
And after confusion had cleared
We smiled and said we would stay friends

It was hard that it was easy
That I could simply break away
I thought it’d be a bit harder
And that you’d fight for me to stay

So that is how the story goes
And I’m not sure if we’ll be friends
When I see you my heart tingles
It’s like we’re strangers once again


Love,
Jasmine Win