Sometimes I think of you.
And I hate myself for it.
Because I know that I shouldn't.
But I can't stop.
Because I know I should despise you.
But I don't.
You made it so easy for me to hate you.
But why can't I seem to?
Why can't I hate you like others do?
Maybe hating you would've been easier,
If you never told me how hurt you've been.
Maybe hating you would've been easier,
If I never saw how sad you were.
Maybe hating you would've been easier,
If I never heard you cry.
Maybe hating you would've been easier,
If I only saw your hateful side.
Maybe hating you would've been easier,
If you never made me feel loved...
The only thing I hate,
is that I can't hate you.
Love,
Jasmine Win